Generous thoughts about ex-s vol 2

I have no money in my pocket
I have nobody to call me late at night
I have no friend to play poker with
I'll be in no one's hug in the morning light

I put no sugar in my coffee
cause I don't need it to be sweet
I'm just a bitch I'm never care-free
Wanna tell me something? Make a tweet

I have it all when I'm alone
I've gained the world some night and wasted it
I walk to fast for you to join
I grew up in 5 seconds time and learnt that: nobody deserves change
some coins are more than enough

I have so much time to think
my brains are burnt, i feel it
I've got whatever I want to drink
my alcoholic habits are coming back! oh I've missed it!

I've smoked to much the past 2 weeks
Had I some weed? I'd take my fix
Too many friends living together
Oh, I'd prefer only a stranger

I gave you nothing that I miss
I just miss the habit of your kiss
I crave for nothing I don't have
I've learnt to breathe without no love
I've learnt to be hard
And what I've learnt from you?
It's better to be the thief than the stolen one
IT'S BETTER TO BE THE JERK THAN THE LOSER!!!

jerk > loser...ordinary maths...